The theme of
this blog must consist of two interconnecting parts.
First, “roused,
readied, reaped” describes a story-arc that follows the structure of the
Gospels’ treatment of God’s relationship with his creation. However, the Gospels are merely lenses that
present this arc in a constrained focus; the wider focus of creaturely
experience follows the same arc. I
contend that the roused-readied-reaped story-arc is not limited to the Gospels,
nor is it the creation of the Gospels or their authors.
Now, “roused,
readied, reaped” is what happens in a special way to the Gospels’ Jesus—in a perfect
way, as I would like to develop in subsequent posts. I cannot demand that the reader subscribe to
that contention of Jesus’ perfection, but I can expect the reader to credit my
frankness in having stated it as a premise of this blog. And now, of course, I am going to say that
we, and all Creation, partake of the same story-arc. We are thrown into the realm of experience;
we are seasoned by our exposure to it; we meet our ends bearing more-or-less
fruit of greater-or-lesser quality.
The inestimable
genius of the Gospels is the declaration that the peril to our souls is not the
danger of failing to meet some standard, but rather the dangerous temptation of
exempting ourselves from the story-arc.
None of us could escape being roused—for that is by definition the basis
of our participation in life—but we can certainly resist being readied (by
insisting on burying our experiences under dogmas), and we can certainly resist
being reaped (by insisting on defining the standards by which we will be
judged.)
This tendency
to insist on dogmas and standards is, as the reader is no doubt aware, the
source of many of Jesus’ conflicts with his enemies—and of the conflicts he
sees playing out around him. The roused-readied-reaped
progression reaches its fruition only when the moral agents involved will have
it so; otherwise there is only deadly futility and despair. And “deadly” has its ever-present
connotations in the Gospels as in much of religion. There are as many “deaths” in spirituality as
there are spiritual experiences.
So that is
the first part of this blog’s theme: the “Roused, Readied, Reaped” of the title
itself. As the above was intended to
show, however, the “readied-and-reaped” two-thirds of the title cannot each be coequal
with the first third: “roused.” The “roused”
aspect is not similarly at the discretion of the moral agent in question; the “roused”
aspect is that which is entwined with the very roots of a person’s being. So this will be the second part of this
blog’s theme.
We can try
to make ourselves “readied” for salvation.
We can maintain that we believe this or that, and we can work on our
minds so as to bend them into the shape of our desired beliefs. We might simultaneously think that we cannot
ultimately control what we think, but it is only the experience of
undershooting in that regard that we register; in the final accounting we may
find that we have often overshot in self-indoctrination, to our detriment. We have decided how we will be “readied.” And here it will perhaps suffice to say,
given the fantastic constellation of proffered religious “salvations,” that we
have also decided how we will be “reaped.”
But the
business of being “roused” cannot be so easily transacted. We are roused at each instance of the story-arc—instances
tumbling one upon the other—and in these moments of responding to moments
before conceptual moments have passed—in those pre-moments, as it were—we have
revealed to us the unyielding substance of our souls. It is for the sake of that soul-substance,
not the substance of our doctrines, or of our hopes in various salvation-plans,
that we are right to beg mercy from God.
We must ask
that our responses to the moments of life spill forth rightly from the seat of
an inner being only God can know and only God can tend—as God would will.
Nothing figures more prominently in the Gospels than the necessity of
the inmost self—the primal self, the infra-cognitive self—being predisposed to
lunge for the light rather than the dark.
The
ephemeral yet ever-poised primal nature of the soul exerts itself more often
than we can consciously acknowledge; indeed it is that very self of which our
pitiful consciousness pretends to be master—a pretense that sends us on the quest
for wisdom beyond understanding when yet we have decided that what we find will
subject itself to our capacity, as we imagine, to understand.
It is as though
we thought that salvation came from some doctrine written upon our souls. Make no mistake; I am not talking some glib
wisdom about how the scribbling of doctrine will not bring forth life in a dead
soul so decorated. I am talking about a
dead, stony soul within each of us that will not be enlivened if doctrine is
scribbled upon it, or carved deep into it by learning; or by experience; or by
submission to some religious authority.
Neither might our souls be enlivened by drenching them in tears.
Our souls
are thus unyielding because they are our true selves. If we—as we must—assign fundamental
importance to the status of our souls, then we must reckon that the status of
any surrounding or countervailing reality (no matter how “real” in some
objective sense) is subject to change.
We can see
this all-important nature of the soul’s status demonstrated in some of the
Gospels’ most harrowing passages:
In John 8
Jesus disputes with certain of the Jews.
(By “certain” I refer to the company of speakers and all those present
who gave overt assent—the text requires nothing more.) The Jews take exception to a remark of Jesus,
and say:
“We be
Abraham’s seed, and were never in bondage to any man: how sayest thou, Ye shall
be made free?” (KJV)
In his
response, Jesus says, “I know that ye are Abraham’s seed; but ye seek to kill
me, because my word hath no place in you.”
Before the
exchange is over, Jesus has told the Jews—those contending with him in that place
and at that moment: “Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your
father ye will do.” (Some translations
employ notions of “desire” or “preference” instead of “lust,” but the Greek
does not lack connotations of passion.)
Jesus is
describing what matters. Theological
niceties aside, being or not being a child of the devil is just about as bad as
it gets. Jesus is talking about the
state of a soul wherein it lunges and lusts after the same things the devil
does. That the soul in question might at
some point have been describable as a child of Abraham is a consideration that
no longer exists.
To be roused—to
respond without thinking—to moments as the devil would is, in reality, to be of
the substance of the devil. Jesus is not
issuing a polemic, but a pronouncement.
Of course
the concepts of God abroad among the crowd held that God is not only just but
merciful as well, and the disputation, for Jesus’ part, does not conclude
without him describing the grounds on which one might be restored as Abraham’s
offspring:
“Your father
Abraham rejoiced to see my day: and he saw it, and was glad.”
Visceral, fleshy response, even to something describable
in the most esoteric religious terms, is what reveals the state of the soul. Without an understanding of this premise,
readings of the Gospels are futile. For
example, there is the story of the widow’s mite:
“And he
said, Of a truth I say unto you, that this poor widow hath cast in more than
they all: For all these have of their abundance cast in unto the offerings of
God: but she of her penury hath cast in all the living that she had” (Luke
21:3-4).
I must admit
that I never understood what good the widow was doing anybody by casting in “all
the living that she had.” Surely Jesus
is not commending her for throwing herself upon charity or for throwing her
life away. Inasmuch as we must assume
that her motives are commendable—for what else would be the purpose of the
story?—then we must understand that Jesus is predicating the story of the widow
on the importance of her upwelling desire to contribute to the cause of God—on the
importance of what seizes her when she is roused to the challenges of her
meager life.
So we are
given the story of the widow.
Attributing to the story no more than seems reasonable, we can take it
that a woman—born, living, and dying as a pious Jew, never having heard or
sought the teachings of Jesus—can, on the basis of her soul’s proclivities, be
reckoned righteous in the sight of God.
That the foregoing statement is a rather amateurish expression of
liberal religion, I will not deny, but I hope to contribute something new to
the discourse.
I hope to
practice the habits—stereotypically associated with conservative commentators—of
methodical Gospel interpretation, but I can scarcely see how the
roused-readied-reaped story-arc could lead to an affirmation of conservative
Christianity—or of Christianity at all.
As I will have to show, I don’t think that Christianity has gotten the
Gospel stories wrong; I think that Christianity has looked into the Gospels and
gotten the wrong stories.
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