I must try
to describe the present state of mankind (employing, as I indicated in the previous post, the four canonical Gospels.)
In so doing I will draw few particulars from the Gospel of John. The reason for this is not because John
avoids the subject of
our situation; on the contrary, John is about little other than that subject,
and John is best viewed in its entireties.
By “entireties,”
I refer to the two-part nature of John, often presented in text as poetry and
prose. Each of those parts has its own
progression. For now, I can only say
that John suspends before us the barest essential elements of our state.
On the
predicament of humanity, as voiced by Jesus:
I have given them thy word; and the world hath hated
them, because they are not of the world, even as I am not of the world.
I pray not that thou shouldest take them out of the
world, but that thou shouldest keep them from the evil.
They are not of the world, even as I am not of the
world. (John 17:14-16, KJV)
Given that
the very next verse has Jesus ask, “Sanctify them through thy truth,” we can
take it that being “not of the world”—believer or no—is at best aspirational.
“Aspirational”
is probably the best term to describe the Gospel of John’s take on humanity’s
attempts to understand this world or the next.
John’s pages can scarcely contain Jesus’ amusement when a new disciple,
the open-hearted Nathanael, exclaims,
Rabbi, thou art the Son of God; thou art the King of
Israel.
Jesus answered and said unto him, Because I said unto
thee, I saw thee under the fig tree, believest thou? (1:49-50)
A more
somber note attends the disciples’ declaration, mere hours before Jesus’ death:
Now we are sure that thou knowest all things, and needest
not that any man should ask thee: by this we believe that thou camest forth
from God.
Jesus answered them, Do ye now believe?
Behold, the hour cometh, yea, is now come, that ye
shall be scattered, every man to his own, and shall leave me alone.
(16:30-32)
So this is
the situation of humanity, suspended between heaven and earth, comprehending
neither:
If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not,
how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things?
(3:12)
That is what
this blog is all about: Roused, Readied,
Reaped—with the initial, jarring element both first and, usually, foremost—because
each of our thoughts and experiences has a beginning—a rousing—and never a
crisp one. We are dragged or prodded
through life, stumbling along—moment by moment, episode by episode—if we are
lucky enough to get to our feet. What is
more, and of even greater import, is the inescapable fact that our deeper
selves assert themselves with a speed and a scope we cannot hope with our
conscious will to encompass.
I have
attempted to describe this before:
We are sinful because our fleshly—and I mean
fleshly—natures issue forth behaviors and utterances that our conscious selves
can scarcely own. Jesus is at great
pains to declare that sinful behavior comes from the heart and not the mind….The
very concept of religion is meaningless in the teachings of Jesus, because the
foundation of the teachings of Jesus is the fleshly, the (for want of a better
word at present) “infra-cognitive”—that is, that which precedes and undergirds
all concepts.
And also:
The ephemeral yet ever-poised primal nature of the
soul exerts itself more often than we can consciously acknowledge; indeed it is
that very self of which our pitiful consciousness pretends to be master—a
pretense that sends us on the quest for wisdom beyond understanding when yet we
have decided that what we find will subject itself to our capacity, as we
imagine, to understand.
The approach
I am using to the situation of humanity differs, I contend, (and as I wrote
last time) from that used by the author of Hebrews. Hebrews goes about explaining the
inexplicable—a favorite undertaking of theologians, knowing they always have a
backstop in some other inexplicable notion.
God knows of Jesus’ perfection; the inspired writers and teachers
(perhaps even of Jesus’ “other sheep”) know of Jesus’ perfection—who does that
leave? What do we know of perfection? What do we make of Hebrews and the perfecting
of the Savior?
What
application is there to Hebrews’ contention—attested nowhere else, excisable
from Scripture without scar or seam—about what supposedly happened “to make the
captain of their salvation perfect through sufferings”? Arrogating to himself the capacity to opine
on the nature of God and man, making a clean philosopher’s slate of our cragged
and blasted existence, the author of Hebrews has set himself up to be the “captain”
of his own salvation.
This sets up
what I—in my fitful imaginings—would hold to be a prospect worth envisioning. Even the least-acquainted student of
Christian theology knows of the incredible and interminable debates that have
occurred over the nature of the Savior.
How often might any of us have wished—interspersed with real or feigned
hesitations from horror—to have witnessed the Crucifixion? (Perhaps not best to assume we would have been
boldly at the foot of the Cross.)
What an
awful, wonderful thing that would be. Imagine
as well, being blessed—I said this was fitful—to stand next to one of the
angels who are intermittently invoked in the Gospels. What a purely wonderful thing that would be,
to have a chance to settle the sort of thing that people have tortured and
killed over.
Then one of
us might ask of the angel, “Sir, can you tell me,—our Blessed Savior—is He
fully human?”
“Of course, child
of Adam,” comes the answer, “but what makes you think you are?”
We are not,
of course, fully human. The “of course”
just comes out naturally; I cannot pretend to justify it, except that it comes
out more and more as I study the Gospels.
And our lack-of-being-fully-human is not a dangerous notion, as long as
it is frankly recognized. What is
dangerous is the fact that we can tend immediately to proceed to some arrogant
pronouncement about any aspect of ourselves, even if the aspect in question is
ostensibly humbling.
I am
reminded of the oft-repeated tales of Victorian patriarchs being horrifically
cruel in church or at the dinner table, moments after begging mercy from the
Almighty for being miserable sinners. We
can all be tyrants over—and, ultimately, victims of—our own stunted souls. If we recognize that we are lacking as
creatures of God, still we want to describe that deficit as it pleases us.
I must turn
next to the Synoptic Gospels, because in many particular ways they describe the
true difficulties of our souls’ situation.
To foreshadow, I will describe such difficulties in general. We imagine that we—the “me” who writes this, some
(few) other people’s “me’s” who read this—are the truncated souls in
question. We’re not; we’re on the
outside, looking in.
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